i don't know why i look to the screen of my usual same personal laptop. and all i am hoping for is a sudden bright idea to solve and decrease the confusion of all the thoughts and things that i have been going through. suddenly i can't write as much, suddenly i am not myself. suddenly it's not so clear, suddenly i can't really use my head, suddenly i want but can't really use my heart.

one of the best ways to keep myself sane is to expel everything out of my system. the worst part of it is not knowing where to start.

legitimatebreaths.tumblr.com
has a new theme and layout :).

vanilla coloured (pink and orange) cupcakes,
with strawberry frosting and colourful sprinkles. :)
a therapeutic worth baking amount of cupcakes,
to make the heart and body feel calmer after a rough night.

looking forward to: Jakarta on Sunday till 27th June,
and then Paris on 28th June after that!

xx.

everything is blur - like splatters of watercolour marks; in different colours: bright ones and dull ones. hues and blends of different tones with varying gradients. with no boundaries of any lines, but only to the extent to the ends of the paper size. i feel like that now. everything seem better and brighter, although being human we definitely have our ups and downs, and the concoction of different emotions, memories, experiences, thoughts, expectations, failures, hopes, friendships and relationships.